feelin' poopy

Feeling poopy today. It actually started last night while I laid in bed with tears streaming down my face looking at my hubby. Why the sadness? I am in pain. My lower belly hurts. My girly parts hurt. I am uncomfy. I am getting kicked and jabbed high and low (oh, so freakin' low) and I have 3 months to go. Oye.

I know I am blessed and I am happy to be pregnant, but I ache. I feel bad. I feel like a horrible mother sitting there, letting J play by herself. All I want to do is sit with my feet up. Can I do that? Nope. Not until after J goes to bed.

I am thinking a trip to the chiro is in order. But do I really want to drag J to the chiro on my day off. Nope. But it will make me feel better. Really it will. And I am thinking a belly support band might help. Maybe? I dunno. I'd hate to buy it and not use it. But I'll do anything at this point.

Oh and I keep cutting my hair short. Pretty soon it will be gone again. I think I look better in short hair. I really think I do.

Back to doing work schtuff. Ick.

posted by Stephanie @ 1:11:00 PM